It's been bugging me.

[stcculky]

Back in September (I think), I was frontstuck for a while. While frontstuck I made some horrible decisions, which resulted in a lot of stuff that I wont get into for triggering reasons and also just general privacy. Because of that incident, I was arguing with Max's mom a lot. At one point, the arguments were about the system. She shamed us for not wanting to become a singlet again. I've been thinking about it a lot; so has Max. We've decided since then not to try integrating, because it's all honestly so confusing and overwhelming and Max shouldn't have to make that decision at such a young age.I'd say integration is something for future Max to worry about, when his brain is fully developed and all that. It's just been on my mind, idk. Worries me in a way I can't really explain, but I'd say that worry is understandable. Sorry for ranting on here so much, I've just been kinda sad recently. Idk.

-Popee