stcculky

So, Monday was ehhh. Good but bad. Luis and I got into a fight, we've been on bad terms since he got here. He's just been too touchy and uncomfortable. He wouldn't fuck off, and as a reflex, I hit him. Not that hard, just.. Hard enough for him to hit back. Dottore had to break it up. A little later, Ashley formed. Then around like 1:30 Luis was being petty while I was having an anxiety attack, I almost hit him again. But ashley stopped me and told Luis to just fuck off.

Yesterday we got a little break from school (election day and such, our school is used as a polling location) and I had a pretty good day. Did some laundry, washed our chest binder; it lost a little bit of its stretch though so it's been a teensy bit tight. I think we need a new one; ours is GC2B and we got it in like, mid 2022 I think. Maybe april/may? Apparently around early 2022 people were starting to say that GC2B binders aren't safe anymore. People have been getting real bad muscle/back pain, stiff shoulders, ribs breaking and warping. I don't think it's safe for us to keep wearing this; we just can't get a new one. Our old friend got it for us because we didn't (and still don't) have the money for one, and even then our parents would've been pissed off at us if they knew we bought one.
Anyway sorry about the binder rant; I was really productive yesterday though. Showered, skincare, all of it. Almost went for a little walk around the retention ponds in our neighborhood, but I was home alone and our mom wouldn't have let me go out alone, since the body is a minor and AFAB. Talked with Ada (girlfriend, sourcemate, partner sys) and Alistair (my son, singlet) on the phone for a while last night, that was nice. Ada fell asleep on the phone but me and Alistair kept talking; surprised we didn't wake her up.
At some point she suddenly said "I'm going to bed." and sounded wide awake, and I was confused and called for her a couple times. She said "huh?" then stopped answering. So I think she was sleep talking? This morning we told her and she said she doesn't remember waking up. But, after that, me and Alistair went and private called, stayed up until almost 1:00. But then he fell asleep, then I also fell asleep, we stayed on call though. It was nice. I love my son so much.

I think that's it. Sorry for the whole rant.

-Leon S. Kennedy